good doesn't come easy

Lately I've been confused with the things that are happening around. Things that I see, things that I read, things that I heard. Reflective thinking is tiring. It goes in circles. When I thought I found the answers, it's gone the next day. I think what Ain says is true. I need more yakin too. That everything is not without hikmah.

By the way my dad is in ward. Too tired...way too tired. Pray for his speedy recovery and good health friends.