lethargy

i haven't been updating for what seem the longest time thus far. many things to update. both the good and the bad, the nice and the ugly, the trials and the tribulations...all in all for the most part of my july. life has been hectic...will be too i suppose (isn't it always?). need to get certain things back on track...motivation, attention, drive. last but not least, my apologies to many for my shortcomings.