a little bit

there is a fine line between "not missing" and "forgetting".

at times, when we get very much busy and occupied with other priorities in life, we do not have time to miss certain dearly things simply because we do not have the luxury to think and devote our attention on them. however, when the mind gets excessively involved in other physical, mental and emotional activities, we may be dissuaded from the mere remembrance of these dearly things. simply put, we forget.

well, this syndrome of "not missing" or "forgetting" may be just a matter of choice. isn't it not a choice to take time off from whatever undertakings to do others? isn't it not a choice to stop in our tracks just for a moment to appreciate some other things we take for granted? what we choose to do or not to do is a true testament of how much effort we want to put into safekeeping those dearly things. i hope we are among those who put in our best effort to treasure and cherish what dearly things we have; to not forget, to remember, to think and most importantly, to miss.

so i'd say, please miss me cause i don't want to risk being forgotten. (:

Haziq's 9th

was celebrated at pasir ris park with pure fun! as always, when there's food...and entertaining family members to keep you company, you tend to forget the upcoming exams (well, a very much needed break) and the stress that loads with it for a while. hehe...



the cake was suppose to be a number 9 actually...refund! hahahh



my mentel khaki...it runs in the family ;-b

the finger food i painstakingly skewed

butter prawns!!! long story behind this haha. my aunt cooked it there and we took a vid of her mari memasak session (hilarious stuff!) "gaul butter sampai cair, kalau tak cair gaul sampai malam...sengihkan udang, selepas itu kita goreng pakai minyak masak, kalau tak ada pakai minyak urut atau minyak gamat pun boleh...daun kari kita masukkan satu pokok, kalau daun kari tak ada daun karaplay atau rumput pun boleh...maklumlah cuaca membuat masakkan kita lambat hari ini, memandangkan disebelah utara (points right) snow". just some of the merepekness :D




didn't take pictures of my brother, the birthday boy, because my camera died during the cake cutting/party spray/doa selamat ceremony. nonetheless, he better be happy (evil sister me, nyeheh). i scarificed my $80 voucher to get him a brand new hp okay!

sang (wailed is more apt, i think) this song many times during the birthday yesterday. my "i'm-addicted-to-this-song" for the moment...

Hanya ingin kau tahu

Ku telah miliki

Rasa indahnya perihku

Rasa hancurnya harapku

Kau lepas cintaku

Rasakan abadi

Sekalipun kau mengerti

Sekalipun kau pahami

Ku pikir ku salah mengertimu

Aku hanya ingin kau tahu

Besarnya cintaku

Tingginya khayalku bersamamu

Tuk lalui waktu yang tersisa kini

Di setiap hariku

Di sisa akhir nafas hidupku

All the best for the exams all you school-goers! =)

this, i wanna remember

sappy emotive soul, out this system

happy as it is, don't rob it from me

uninvited plight, wash it away...wash

back to that, it shall not be

by the breakwater, just i and thee

this i pray, a sacred meet.

go! go! go!

i'll always be there right by your side,

you never should ever run and hide,

whenever you need me, i will be waiting,

to give you everything and more so...

it takes appreciative actions, comforting words and reassuring company to make me trust. i'm starting to believe...

it has been considerably blissful these days. even with the tests and assignment taking the days and nights out of me, there's a comfort in the mind and soul that i am very grateful for. with that and although the past weeks have been hectic (thus, that explains the lack of updates), the sound of life and hope i'm beginning to hear makes me wanna sing and dance *jumps around* thank god the assignment is O-V-E-R! it's so liberating...woohoo~

now, it's just left with the exams which i cant wait for it to end. more catching up, more outings, more dates, more meet ups, more chit chat sessions and more jalan2 carik makan plssss!

birthdays

I miss the six-of-us!!! Ahhhh...can we have a complete six-of-us meet up with nad too? Celebrated Anisah's and Azra's 21st...steamboat at Azra's was yummeh! Really nice catching up...you girls have no idea how much i miss US and our days back at college *group hug*


the spread...just getting started

prick the housewife

mari makan!!!

glorious food...

4/6 of six-of-us

me and MINAH! hehe...

okay lets do bugger face...

surprise!!!

cheeky bugger with her crumplerrrr

classic bugger face

funky tiger shoes, i like!

group pic!!!

Ok here's a birthday shoutout to all the April babies:
Latiff's 25th, 2nd April -- Here's to many more wonderful birthdays! Take care (:

Fadzli's 24th, 6th April -- The kental pakcik is getting old...hope you had fun on your birthday!

Azra's 21st, 8th April -- BUGGER...hahaha, what more can i say ;b

Anisah's 21st, 11th April -- Dear mafia sister, please eat more...you are seriously too thin laaaah!

Haziq's 9th, 22nd April -- Study hard and please behave yourself in school!

Isa's 23rd, 22 April -- Though we are not that close, cuzzies still rocks!