Thursday, January 31, 2008

double R

it's definitely nice to talk just about everything & forget for once. especially when there's water around to keep you at peace, tranquility & calmness. especially when no one could possibly disrupt the serenity you kept very much sealed. (:

its been quite some time..movie treat to rambo 4 was breath-taking, jaw-dropping, hair-raising & nerve-wrecking. the reality of genocide & cruelness to the innocence. oh man..

dinner at rament ten! pictures...

nice ambience & sexy lightings! ;-b

my pam darling..


all mine (:



But all I know is everything's gonna be alright..

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Sunday, January 27, 2008

ketulusan hati

Sometimes we need to know how to stand on our own two feet. Be brave & bold in making our own decisions. When we start second-guessing ourselves, it's no wonder people will doubt us too. Think on our toes.

once in a few blue moon (aiseh bedah), the cuzzie had an open house (pasal nak sambut juara lagu punya pasal). so OBVIOUSLY no one is going to give this a miss (hahah!). Nasi lemak you menjilat jari kaki, sumpah tak bedek! And as we all know, the result for AJL was disappoiting. Fazli Zainal didnt win..(kak noh, besok at work bukak lagu harapan from 9 to 6 ok? hehehee)


the fruit cocktail that i only manage to snap..(rabak, limited edition..toleh balik nak makan dah habis!)

the dol mat is getting cheekier by day..("where hand pain?" *shows his left palm which got scalded by the iron* tsk..)



yes, i'm gushing over his singing (starts at 3.ooth min). my heart melts & my knees wobble.. (:

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Thursday, January 24, 2008

next..............

the movie date which was cancelled didn't do me much good.

i've had enough of bad pretence going on around me. i'm aware, just so you know. so come on, shed your skin, reveal your mask. else, i'll forever be labelled "dreaming" by some people. i know you are not in your best of moods, but what you say did hit me. i'm going to do it, heck if it would take me 2 years or longer.

i'm tired. i need happy bananas.

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Tuesday, January 22, 2008

will 2 wheel night cyling '08

everytime, everywhere and with everyone, we want to think it is always rainbows, flowers & carebears. however the rainbows, flowers & carebears do go into hiding sometimes. but we should always keep in mind that the rainbows, flowers & carebears will never be lost from our hearts. it just takes time for them to reappear from hiding. so do give them time to figure it out. (:

night cycling was real pure fun! what more with a gerek & happening group, CASPER! like everyone else, i love the route & the fact that we had our "alone" time while cycling in a single file. the pit stops are just nice too..we had time to mingle & come up with merepek cheers & participate in merepek games or just sit & savour the drinks & snacks they feed us with, albeit getting very stoned and deranged towards the end of the event. not forgetting i had to maintain my pee from esplanade all the way to ecp..but the singing while cycling all the way back helps alot to make me forget about that. hehe..i love the cycle back to ecp & of course the satisfaction we get for completing such a strenous activity (mind you, i havent been exercising for a really long time..what more cycle through the night). ohhh..how can i possibly forget the cracking pantun session i had with muni on the way home. "anak cik temah nama dia naini, eh..jgn main2 ni muirah sainiiiiiii!!!" hahahaha..

CASPER!!!

crazy cam-whoring moments

all geared up & ready!

half way through..pit/pee stop (oh, i just love all the expressions of candid)

day break!

the last 2 pictures were suppose to be a glaring comparison between me & fanah who came back from the same event, but with very VERY different outcomes.

the sunrise? everything else made up for it.. (:

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Thursday, January 17, 2008

The Zahir by Paulo Coelho


“What the eye doesn’t see, the heart doesn’t grieve over.”


”I don’t regret the painful times; I bear my scars as if they were medals.”


“Blessed are those who are not afraid to admit that they don’t know something.”


“My heart might be bruised but it will recover and become capable of seeing the beauty of life once more.”


“Freedom is not the absence of commitments but the ability to choose –and commit myself to- what is best for me.”


“All you have to do is pay attention, lessons always arrive when you are ready, and if you can read the signs, you will learn everything you need to know in order to take the next step.”

“I learned something recently: our true friends are those who are with us when the good things happen. They cheer us on and are pleased by our triumphs. False friends only appear at difficult times, with their sad, supportive faces, when, in fact, our suffering is serving to console them for their miserable lives.”


“The energy of hatred won’t get you anywhere; but the energy of forgiveness, which reveals itself through love, will transform your life in a positive way.”


“Love is an untamed force. When we try to control it, it destroys us. When we try to imprison it, it enslaves us. When we try to understand it, it leaves us feeling lost and confused.”


“In contradiction, love grows in strength. In confrontation and transformation, love is preserved.”


“Love is the only thing that activates our intelligence and our creativity, that purifies and liberates us.”

“The acomodador: there is always an event in our lives that is responsible for us failing to progress.”


“..as we empty our minds of old stories, a new space opens up, a mysterious feeling of joy slips in, our intuitions grow sharper, we become braver, take more risks, do things which might be right or which might be wrong, we can't be sure, but we do them anyway.”

That is why it is so important to let certain things go. To release them. To cut loose. People need to understand that no one is playing with marked cards; sometimes we win and sometimes we lose. Don't expect to get anything back, don't expect recognition for your efforts, don't expect your genius to be discovered or your love to be understood. Complete the circle. Not out of pride, inability or arrogance, but simply because whatever it is no longer fits in your life. Close the door, change the record, clean the house, get rid of the dust. Stop being who you were and become who you are.

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Friday, January 11, 2008

yummy happy food



i got my yummy happy food!

thank you, YOU (:

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Thursday, January 10, 2008

new year feast!

a rather late entry but oh well, i only got whole of the pictures now. feast your eyes!

dad brought us to BALIthai..despite the mishap.

mango & coconut grate salad as starters..yummy. delicate taste..either u like it or u don't.

asam fish head..not my fav dish of them all..

the green curry!!! oh, i'm excited already..i love ittttt! hehe..

guess what this is? okay nevermind. SCALLOPS...

the mix grill platter..i didn't enjoy this as much as i should as i got full too soon..


yummy food makes me happy! (: more food adventuresss please, anyone?


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Tuesday, January 8, 2008

credibility in question

people can get ridiculously contradicting sometimes. made a choice but begin contemplating whether they've made the right choice. well, one needs to start taking responsibility for their own decisions. blaming others is not going to rectify the problem, which is themselves. it gets worst when they start being unfair to everyone around them, themselves included..

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Saturday, January 5, 2008

kem kembara 2007 ( happy?)

"for once in my life, i have someone who needs meeeeeee..."
how can i forget muni whining this lyric away 27648908 times during the chalet. HAHAHAH..what a way to start an entry!

ok, kem kembara was a blast though with last min changes (people who cant come on the 1st night, bbq or even at all etc.) me n ain reached early on the 1st day n with nothing to do, played board games in the living room. then we heard a nenek kebayan's voice at the window. i was facing the window n when i looked up, that's IT lah! i was so shocked, i screamed like nuts ah..fanah's face was plastered on the window grill with the most horrifying expression i can ever imagine! thanks beb..

there was only 4 of us on the 1st night..so when muni came, we were at our utmost high i guess. we had a mega "experiment" with britney's "you wanna piece of me!" *ehemehem* which got stuck in my head until now. then after that, watched PCD..which got fanah all stressed up coz ASIA won. hahahah..

late night supper n early morning walk/talk/games by the beach was cool too despite the bone-chilling cold. i successfully "pecah ngantuk"(new phrase i've learnt) n stayed up all night till 10 the next mng..hehe.

2nd day..and i guess the lethargy got to us. got a lil bored until we decided to be "happening" people again by going to the beach n sing our lungs out to the old sch jiwang music. people might have probably thought we were pathetic indo maids who were deprived of leave sey.

had bbq that evening..traumatic experience with the cats..played the most violent dinosaur game with the peeps ( i got squashed by fanah!!!)..girlfriend talk over choco fondue..

oh! n how can i forget fanah cooking maggi goreng for us in the mng..we were all at the living room when we heard noises from the kitchen..she was cooking "mamak" style la, banging the pan n what not..kling ting klang tong kling tang tang tong..oh, u get the idea! super funny la..but ur maggi goreng was nice, fanah..thanks friendddd (:

kem kembara has become a ritual..oh i cant wait for the next one already!

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